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staring at the phone in my hand, i contemplate
about how many words i would have to misspell
in my text to make you believe i was drunk.
i settle on four.
when i try to type in your number i realize
there is still something cold and wet in my hand,
i put it down and it promptly gets knocked over.
to be honest, i feel almost jipped that i have to
pretend to be drunk as opposed to being able
to just let go.
i find another cup to drink again and it's warm
in my throat but there is a sweet aftertaste that
almost completely covers up the bitter undertones
that bite even the morning after.
i think it's fruit punch, or maybe lemonade
i just know that i dont want what i'm doing
to be covered up, because then it almost
makes it seem alright.
i pour it out and open my phone again to tell you something,
anything, even though i havent heard back from you in weeks.
that's the last thing i'll remember.
in the morning, between the tunnel vision and
the room spinning, i'll open my phone and see that
what i thought i was texting, was different
than what i actually sent.
but it doesn't change that fact that you still won't answer.
about how many words i would have to misspell
in my text to make you believe i was drunk.
i settle on four.
when i try to type in your number i realize
there is still something cold and wet in my hand,
i put it down and it promptly gets knocked over.
to be honest, i feel almost jipped that i have to
pretend to be drunk as opposed to being able
to just let go.
i find another cup to drink again and it's warm
in my throat but there is a sweet aftertaste that
almost completely covers up the bitter undertones
that bite even the morning after.
i think it's fruit punch, or maybe lemonade
i just know that i dont want what i'm doing
to be covered up, because then it almost
makes it seem alright.
i pour it out and open my phone again to tell you something,
anything, even though i havent heard back from you in weeks.
that's the last thing i'll remember.
in the morning, between the tunnel vision and
the room spinning, i'll open my phone and see that
what i thought i was texting, was different
than what i actually sent.
but it doesn't change that fact that you still won't answer.
Literature
hibernation love song
wanna bury your
stillbeating
heart in the yard
kneel down
and press my face
to grass grown cool
with shades
of green
you're the wild life
like light
now strange
and scattering
the sound of trains
whispering distant
every evening
bathed in dusk
and I'm just
dust too much
touch
to the back
of your throat
sunken
sunk in skin
and tastes of
settling
sometimes I imagine
you're how I'd want
the snow to be
falling
free like birds
who change back
into bears
Literature
and you and you and you
what's trying to spill out of me
is all this emptiness
all this
peculiar nothing
someday
you too
will be swallowed
Literature
My Affair
I appreciate your willingness
to forgive me and take me back,
but I didnt say
I was coming back.
Im sorry I hurt you,
broke all the promises
encircling the third
finger of my left hand,
but I don't need the
excuses of hormones
or mid-life; I knew
what I was doing.
Yes, hes gone.
You tell me with
pity that he made
a fool of me,
but I see the
triumph in your eyes,
the joy in my
despair
that backlights
your face, that
justifies your
exulting
over the heartbreak
that I so thoroughly
deserve for making
you suffer.
Yes, hes gone.
Yes, Im broken,
my heart in pieces,
dust and ashes.
But
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