

fallingFall air sneaks through the gap between my jacket and my neck on my way to class, but I just pull my coat tighter and continue walking because there is nothing I can do about it right now.falling
i used to know how to knit but now the metal needles feel cold and foreign between my fingers, like when i try to hold your hand and fall asleep at the same time, but i know it is more comfortable to just lay there beside you and pretend that it is enough.
sometimes i send myself postcards in the mail and
sometimes i try to hold my own hand when i sleep.
i wish yo


yes, oh yesi try so hard to do the right thingyes, oh yes
but somehow i always end up left
i try to follow petals and leaves falling off of the trees in the hopes that they
will land somewhere other than the dirt but i am alwaysalways disappointed and--
i try to explain the things that i say but
you know me too well and i just cant make excuses for the springtime anymore and--
i try to make you understand the same
way i try to catch leaves in a tornado--
but all i've learned by now is that it is
useless


Fourteen PointsI (if the sun turned green it might be as bright as your eyes but I doubt it)Fourteen Points
Love (if all the stars in the night sky decided not to shine I would personally climb up there and fix each and every burnt out bulb because I want to see you whenever I look up)
You (if I had it my way the planets would revolve around us)


find one real bit of feelingdo me a favor no more love, no more later this time, just stay gonefind one real bit of feeling
Zebra Lala
--
you're my sweetest downfall. i loved you first.
sorry for taking so long to thank you <3
<3
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